BeforeI knew about the free online chat thing, life was like hell for me. You won?tbelieve I was so beleaguered with my so called friends? comments that at onepoint I was even contemplating the idea of suicide! My problem, well I havestammering problem. Its been there since childhood, initially my parentsassumed it to be just simple childhood problem which will go away with growingup years, but guess that wasn't meant to be. As a result I was the subject ofjokes and humiliation in my school, in my neighborhood. Wherever I go, mydeficiency will go with me. So it's natural I didn't have a normal childhoodunlike my other friends.
Asmy friend circle was minimal, I was into myself most often. I don't know whom Ishould give credit to, the constant jabbering of my so called friends or I hadthis special inclination towards art, but gradually I was involved intopainting as well as writing. During my University days, my writings wouldregularly get published in the college journal. But I would send all mywritings in a pseudo name. Guess by that time my mindset was convinced that Ihave got a chronic problem of stammering and if others know I am the one who iswriting all these, they might even reject my writing. Sounds stupid; but that?swhat I was then! Even today after so many years whenever any of my article ispublished, it's on my false name. I am working as a free lance technicalcontent writer today. Life is smooth as far as my work is concerned. Iregularly interacted with my clients through online and participate in lots offorum discussions. But there was some deep unknown void inside me which wastroubling me from a long time.
Oneweekend, while browsing net for some content which I had to write for aclient's website, I came across an advertisement where free online chat waspromoted for a prominent website. I was about to close the advt, when an ideacame to my mind. Why not try for this free online chat? As they are free, itsnot gonna cost me a single thing. And who knows I might impress someone with mywords as I am at my best while playing with words.
SoI logged onto a dating site and created my profile there and joined the freeonline chat bandwagon. Must say from the first day itself I felt as if I havereached a different place, where it doesn't matter what deficiency I have. Withso many guys chatting on free online chat, I was convinced of its success rate.Soon free online chat becomes a ritual for me; my days wouldn't be completedwithout chatting on this free online site. Now some good news, few days back Imet a nice guy who was like me regular to this free online chat. He liked mefor my expressiveness and I liked him for his cheerfulness.We are good friends now but you never knowthere might be something more in store! As of now I have found a new meaning tolive life just like any other girl of my age and its all because of free onlinechat. So thanks a million!
