I know you feel like there's nothing to feel   but that's the biggest lie of the day   so dig it down into the ground   - that you don't want anything      and it's true it hurts to wake up   there was a couple of years for me, too   when my brain was black & blue   and I couldn't feel anything      Silverjacketgirl, you've got   the whole world in your head   say you weren't waiting for anyone or anything   you weren't waiting for anything   you weren't waiting to come back   - you were dead      a dive into the blues   I'm warning you   some half-hearted truth   some way of sliding thru to the other side   well   all it takes is calming down   all it takes is getting down