We lay face down in pale solitude   To save face, we pulled our walls in front of you   To the same place where we danced in front of you   We fell from grace and watched the hope fall from your face      This isn't me I used to say   All the love was so gone   It feels good to be alive   I've been dead for so long      And all those broken promises   I can't face   Afraid if someone notices   I lose my place   Fractured, broken, paralyzed   I need some space   Tear me open, analyze   This isn't me I used to say      All the love was so gone   It feels good to be alive   I've been dead for so long   Wake up screaming, I'm awake and dreaming,   And I won't stop breathing   'Til my heart stops beating   This isn't me, I used to say      All the love was so gone   All the love was so gone   It feels good to be alive   I've been dead for so long   Ahhh ... ahhh ... ahhh ...