I don't belong here   I never saw this on the path I walk   The blood-stained walls, the lines of chalk on the floor   It's getting so hard   I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise   I can't remember   The way it was when everything felt right   My mouth held shut and my eyes sealed tight with control      (Pre-chorus:)   So I remember on the inside      (Chorus:)   I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore   Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain   My heart's just the same as before      So now I'm stuck here   Between the guilty and the insincere   The words I spoke have left me here all alone   I should have known this   I never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise   I wish it all gone   I could've burned it when I had the choice   And now I'd die to kill the noise in my head      (Pre-chorus)      (Chorus)      So I remember on the inside      If this is all the love my spirit can give   Just take it back tonight   There is not a reason more to live