If it's okay   I'll leave the bed light on   And place your water glass where it belongs   And if alright   I'll lie awake at night   Pretending i'm curled up at your side      See i'm circling these patterns   Living out of memories   I'm still a long way from accepting it   That there's just no you and me      But if i still believe you love me   Maybe i'll survive   So i tell myself you're coming home   Like you've done a million times   And if it's alright   I'll still be loving you   'cause i can't break it to my heart      Is it just me   Did i commit a crime   I won't believe that loving you   Is just a waste of time   Or was it in my head   I'm reading into things that you never said      'cause i still don't have the answers   To why we couldn't work it out   I wanna think it's something that i did   So i can turn it back around      But if i still believe you love me   Maybe i'll survive   So i tell myself you're coming home   Like you've done a million times   And if it's alright   I'll still be loving you   'cause i can't break it to my heart      And nothing will come between us   I wanna convince myself we're perfect in   Every single way as long as i can keep   The truth away from my heart   Oh 'cause i can't break it to my heart      'cause i still don't have all the answers   To why we couldn't work it out   I wanna think it's something that i did   So i can turn it back around      But if i still believe you love me   Maybe i'll survive   So i tell myself you're coming home   Like you've done a million times   And if it's alright   I'll still be loving you   'cause i can't break it to my heart