Hey mom, concerned with what I've become   Suicidal maybe, satanic maybe   On drugs, on off and back on   I'm an enigma, I'm pissed off at everything and   Everyone thinks that I'm headstrong   I've been too hard on you far too many times for us to   Go back, forget what's said and what's done   I can't help myself I just need to shake myself and      Wake up, hug kiss and make up   Tell you that I'm sorry and that you shouldn't   Worry about this stuff      Hey love don't let me down   You know I'm lost when you are not around   You tell me lies and put me on   You make me mad enough to kill you in song   And I say words, things that I regret   I get so clumsy when I'm scared, I try to walk away but   I look back, remember where I belong   I can't help myself I just need to kick myself and