It's okay in the day I'm staying busy   Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he   Got so sick of crying   So just lately   When I catch myself I do a 180   I stay up clean the house   At least I'm not drinking   Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking   That silent sense of content   That everyone gets   Just disappears soon as the sun sets      He's fierce in my dreams seizin' my guts   He floods me with dread   Soaked in soul   He swims in my eyes by the bed   Pour myself over him   Moon spilling in   And I wake up alone      If I was my heart   I'd rather be restless   The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless   This ache in my chest   As my day is done now   The dark covers me and I cannot run now   My blood running cold   I stand before him   It's all I can do to assure him   When he comes to me   I drip for him tonight   Drowning in me we bathe under blue light      He's fierce in my dreams seizin' my guts   He floods me with dread   Soaked in soul   He swims in my eyes by the bed   Pour myself over him   Moon spilling in   And I wake up alone   And I wake up alone   And I wake up alone   And I wake up alone