I've wasted years believing in   Trusting and holding on to   Something so abstract been left   In the middle filling blanks   Answering riddles downed glasses   Of faith and a few drops of   Hope with pills to kill the   State as attempts to twist fate   Sung praises to failed   You've tied me well to the ropes      Oh you.. fill me up for   The desperate you abstain to feel   For the mourning chasing this   Mesmerizing but slowly drifting   And fading silhoutte chasing   This blinding, binding but slowly   Drifting and fading silhoutte   Run.      You stayed only to elude evade   Come back for a while then again   Run away tireless from the "i   Shall seek and you shall hide"   But after the pushing away you'd   Pull me back inside am i a fool   For not being dismayed? running   In circles day after day   Catherals shed light for the   Next mile you were just too numb   To find the time      Oh you.. fill me up for   The desperate you abstain to feel   For the mourning chasing this   Mesmerizing but slowly drifting   And fading silhoutte chasing   This blinding, binding but slowly   Drifting and fading silhoutte   Look beneath look.      Feeling has   Been your abstinence been   Hanging long enough yearning   For your touch for just one   Moment an answer even in a   Whisper or a bit of presence even   In silence yet you fill me up with   Absence..      Oh you.. fill me up for   The desperate you abstain to feel   For the mourning chasing this   Mesmerizing but slowly drifting   And fading silhoutte chasing   This blinding, binding but slowly   Drifting and fading silhoutte   Run.