I've wasted years believing in trusting  And holding on to something so abstract  Been left in the middle filling blanks  Answering riddles downed glasses of faith  And a few drops of hope with pills to kill  The state as attempts to twist fate  Sung praises to failed  You've tied me well to the ropes    Oh you fill me up for the desperate  You abstain to feel for the mourning  Chasing this mesmerizing but slowly drifting  And fading silhouette  Chasing this blinding, binding but slowly drifting  And fading silhoutte  Run    You stayed only to elude evade  Come back for a while  Then again run away tireless  From the "I shall seek and you shall hide"  But after the pushing away  You'd pull me back inside  Am I a fool for not being dismayed  Running in circles day after day  Cathedrals she'd light for the next mile  You were just too numb to find the time    Oh you fill me up for the desperate  You abstain to feel for the mourning  Chasing this mesmerizing but slowly drifting  And fading silhouette  Chasing this blinding, binding but slowly drifting  And fading silhouette  Look beneath look    Feeling has been your abstinence  Been hanging long enough  Yearning for your touch for just one moment  An answer even in a whisper or a bit of presence  Even in silence yet you fill me up with absence    Oh you fill me up for the desperate  You abstain to feel for the mourning  Chasing this mesmerizing but slowly drifting  And fading silhouette  Chasing this blinding, binding but slowly drifting  And fading silhoutte  Run