My little story's growing way too long   I've had to suffer enough to write this song   And if I get the chance, I'll tell you how it feels   'Cause in this sick old head the pain is way to real      So I fall down   I don't know if I can make it up this time   I know I want to but it gets harder every time   And if it's easier to give up everything   I'd give it all to you to relieve half this pain   'Cause it's been hard, yeah it's been hard      I sit there at the bar I wonder what I've done   Should I just fuck it all or should I go back home   'Cause if I take that drink I might as well just die   And if I kill myself I'd be giving up my try      So I fall down   I don't know if I can make it up this time   I know I want to but it gets harder every time   And if it's easier to give up everything   I'd give it all to you to relieve half this pain   'Cause it's been hard, yeah it's been hard      Well I don't know if I can make it up this time   I know I want to but it gets harder every time   Yeah and if it's easier to give up everything   I'd give it all to you to relieve half this pain      'Cause it's been hard   Yeah, it's been hard, yeah, yeah   Cause it's been hard   Yeah, it's been hard, yeah, yeah