Yea, this is from me who think   You can just rest somewhere   You got nothin' man, nothin'      Yea, and if you could see me   The way that I am   Every time that I see you   I act like a different man      I can see from my minds eye   I make up scenarios in my head   I remember the things I did   I know I fucked up and I wish I was dead      What is it that scares me?   What do I care what you think?   'Cause you only hurt me   And with your words I shrink      I can see from my minds eye   I make up scenarios in my head   I remember the things I did   I know I fucked up and I wish I was dead      If I could own you   You'd do what I'd say   You'd listen to me   You would   You'd do what I'd say   You'd fuckin' listen      And then when you call me   You act like nothin's wrong   Like I'm in a desert   What makes you so strong?      I can see from my minds eye   I make up scenarios in my head   I remember the things I did   I know I fucked up and I wish I was dead      I can see from my minds eye   I make up scenarios in my head   I remember the things I did   I know I fucked up and I wish I was dead