I can't shake this feeling like I'm not doing so good   it's hard to tell exactly need to make it understood   on the outside first look nothing seems wrong   so nobody even knows what's really going on   maybe it's the pills maybe the stress is getting to me   but I'm pretty damn sure that I'm slowly going loopy   nowhere to run I wish someone start telling me   why every part of my body's yelling at me      it's cruel god's so cruel god's so cruel   [these nerves choke me I burn slowly]       walk down the road to the point of no-go   if I don't getout quick I might go loco   the pressure's building slowly getting ready to explode   but I don't wanna do that I don't wanna break the code   since the little boys and girls ain't ready for this yet   I'm just an ill kid who can't handle the damn stress   rest please tell me why it has to be so lame   going too fast for my body to explain       it's cruel god's so cruel god's so cruel   [these nerves choke me I burn slowly]       I'll live slow when I'm old