I wish for the ability to stop this change   lost in myself I crave for a real shape   no hollow cover anymore   it falls away and reveals my face   waiting inside that what I am not but I try   to create I'm afraid but empowered by rage   somebody take me lead me away       save myself hide myself guide me through this day   out and away where I'm made let me be myself      I fear I will not wake if I fall asleep again    leaving this world I'm coming you should be afraid be afraid    let me be myself I don't want to be someone else   I don't need all your stupid help so leave me alone to be on my own now      save yourself from what was awakened in me   smother my ID with these memories   of the person I used to be I still carry the seed   deep inside use it to repress me   the time is right I'm breaking free   quickly anybody make me leave walk away   somebody lead me back to my cave      save yourself hide yourself guide me through this day    in and away where it's safe let me be someone else      I fear I will not wake if I fall asleep again    lost in this world returning you should be relieved    let me be someone else I don't like to be myself   I don't need all your stupid help so leave me alone to be on my own now       when I look at you look at me you think I'm proud to be   what I am what I've become let me regress   let me possess myself I can't be held responsible for who I am