So you strike once again   I can feel your evil manner on my shoulder   you are hiding in my bedroom once again   I'm holding my breath, trying mot to cry,   but you're covering my face      I never thought you'd let me drown   I never thought you'd wear me out   I never thought you'd break me down   but you do - all the time      So you're back in my world   I can smell your bad intentions as they're rising   You are tearing my disguises once again   I'm holding my breath, trying not to care   but you're covering my face      But I never thought you'd let me drown   I never thought you'd wear me out   I never thought you'd break me down   but you do - all the time      But I never thought you'd let me drown   I never thought you'd wear me out   I never thought you'd break me down   but you do - all the time      If you love me   why is your love   suffocating me