[Verse One]   Today was unexpected    Nothing here is how I left it    Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie    Closing in around me makes it so hard to see    Now I'm standing on the ledge    My foot creeps closer to the edge    Freinds all know what to say    To make me push them away    What they can't know about me    Makes it so hard to see       [Chorus]   I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore    I'll scream so loud till I drown you out    Now you can't hold me down anymore    I'll scream so loud, I'll scream so loud    Till I drown you out       [Verse Two]   So many days of silence    Too many destructive ways to vent    I hope they set something free    Didn't know they were out to kill me    Today I'll turn it all around    Pick myself up off the ground    Sweat all the sickness out    Force all the demons down    Stand up and set it straight    Get it right before it's too late    For now I'm feelin fine    Left all the pain behind    It's time to live my life    I finally got it right      [Chorus]   I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore    I'll scream so loud till I drown you out    Now you can't hold me down       [Bridge]   I can still taste the words on my tongue    Sayin we're okay    But when I raise my head up    To see the darker side that isn't me    So now I raise my hands up    So tired of giving in    Throw this all away and start again       [Chorus]   I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore    I'll scream so loud till I drown you out    Now you can't hold me down anymore...