I memorized all the words for you    but if you only knew    how much thats just not like me    I wait up late every night    just to hear your voice    but you dont know thats nothing like me       you know I wonder how you already figured out    all these things that I try to hide    all this time i've been hoping you dont find out    all these things I hide on the inside       I cant be held responsible    this is all so new to me    just when I think Im invincible    you come and happen to me       I wanna make sure everything is perfect for you    if you only knew that thats not like me to follow through    maybe even give up on these deadend dreams    just to be with you    but you dont know thats nothing like me       I wonder how you already figured out    all these things that I try to hide    all this time i've been hoping you dont find out    all these things that I hide on the inside       I cant be held responsible    this is all so new to me    just when I think i'm invincible    you come and happen to me       now I'm waking up    i've finally had enough    of this wreckable life    I never thought i'd survive    now i'm taking back    all that i gave up for that    leave my pain behind    Wash these stains from my life      just when I thought    all was lost    you came and made it all ok       i cant be held responsible    this is all so new to me    just when I think im invincible    you come and happen to me    x2       i memorized all the words for you    if you only knew    how much thats just not like me