Well it's not fair, it's not even close   You tied me down where I'm forced to watch   As you poke holes in every part of me   Containing something secretly   Something sacred to me   Well I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay   It's never fine when you go away   These cuts run deep, these scars are permanent   And always on display   This makes things difficult for me      It's not fair, it's not even close   You fed me the sun, burned me up inside   And watched me choke on everything we did   On everything we lived   Let's see if I can live again   Well I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay   It's never fine when you go away   These cuts run deep, these scars are permanent   And always on display   This makes things difficult for me      Head like an empty, sterile room   Somehow I made a mess   Like watching newborn babies crack    from work related stress   Head like an empty, sterile room   Somehow I made a mess   Like watching newborn babies crack    from work related stress   I'm bad luck, can't fuck, got no reflection today   Maybe I'll stay down next time I get hit by a train   By a train   Well I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay   It's never fine when you go away