Words & Music by Steven Page       The bravest thing I've ever done   Was to run away and hide   But not this time, not this time   And the weakest thing I've ever done   Was to stay right by your side   Just like this time, and every time   I couldn't tell you I was happy when you were gone   So I lied and said that I missed you when we were apart.   I couldn't tell you, so I had to lead you on   But I didn't mean to break your heart.      And if I always seem distracted   Like my minds somewhere else,   That's because it's true, yes it's true   it's this stupid pride that makes me feel   Like I have to follow through   Even half-assedly, loving you   Why must I always speak in terms of cowardice?   When I guess I should have just come out and told you right from the start   Why must I always tell you all I want is this?   I guess 'cause I didn't want to break your heart      And you said;   "What'd you think that I was gonna do,   Curl up and die just because of you?   I'm not that weak, you know   What'd you think that I was gonna do,   Try to make you love me as much as I love you?   how could you be so low?   You arrogant man,   What do you think that I am?   My heart will be fine   Just stop wasting my time"      And now I know that you will be okay, and that I   got what I want and that's rid of you   Good bye   And it's not cause I'll be missing you   That makes me fall apart   it's just that I didn't mean to break   No I didn't mean to break   No I didn't mean to break   Your heart