hello concrete, hello pain looks like i'm paired with you again   goodbye conference, so long belonging, hit the road      i'm celebrating, simply elated   by your real opinions hiding in disguise (in disguise)   there's no point in faking, it's on the table   i'll try not to care anymore      you misunderstand, i realize sometimes how difficult i am   my only goal was retribution   will you join me in a toast with these dirty razor blades   watch these crimson droplets wash mistakes away      celebrate it, wether you like it   with a dinner date of distrust and regret   i'll ask you freely if you really love me   go and pull the trigger   i promis not to care anymore      i don't want attention just the light to fade   no intervention my decisions made   don't pretend you care anymore