i tried to fall in it again   my friends took bets and disappeared   they mime their sighing violins   i think i'll wait another year      i want my chest pressed to your chest   my nervous systems interfere   ten or eleven months have passed   i think i'll wait another year      this weather turns my tricks to rust   i am a lousy engineer   the winter makes things hard enough   i think i'll wait another year      plus i'm only twenty-six years old   my grandma died at eighty-three   that's lots of time if i don't smoke   i think i'll wait another year      i'm not as callous as you think   i barely breath when you are near   it's not as bad when i don't drink   i think i'll wait another year      i have my new bill hicks cd   i have my friends and my career   i'm getting smaller by degrees   you said you'd help me disappear      but that could take forever   i think i'll wait another year   it'll be the best year ever   i think i'll wait another year   can't we just wait together   you bring the smokes, i'll bring the beer   i think i'll wait another year