Sometimes I think of what I could've been   And then I kick myself knowing that I've ended up just like him   And there's other times it doesn't seem so bad   We always used to say   "With him dead there'll be no one in our way"      Remember the time he caught us in your room   Your hands were down my underwear   And your tig ol' bitties glistening in the air   With the zip of my pants well I headed for the door   And with the swing of his fist you were laid out on the floor      Involuntary self defense   Call it what you will   How can we go on?   Where do we go from here?      Involuntary self defense   Call it what you will   How can we go on?   Where do we go from here?      Running all the way home, scared just like a chump   I turned up the Judas Priest so I could get my gangsta groove on   And the baseball bat called to me like a drug   Breaking the law, breaking the law   I'm gonna kill your mother's fucker with a Louisville Slugger      Involuntary self defense   Call it what you will   How can we go on?   Where do we go from here?      Involuntary self defense   Call it what you will   How can we go on?   Where do we go from here?      Involuntary self defense   Call it what you will   How can we go on?   Where do we go from here?      Involuntary self defense   Call it what you will   How can we go on?   Where do we go from here?      Where do we go from here?   Where do we go from here?