I had some news today   I lose control in here   My self control is coming down      I've lost the world today   I slightly fade away   My self control is going down      Ignorance feels the worst   The bad stay, the good go first   All I observe is black for me without a smile      My world falls apart   Reality strikes and hits you real hard   Sometimes reality is killing you without a sound      I'm gonna breakdown my agony   Mastering my self control   So I'll breakdown my agony   Searching for my self control      I heard the news again   I lose control in here   My self control is coming down      I've lost the world today   Slightly fade away   My self control is going down      I need to hold on tight   Mind struggling in my fight   My mind struggles every night since you're gone      I feel so helpless now   I try to catch it somehow   All you ever leave behind are memories to find      Breakdown my agony   Mastering my self control   So I'll breakdown my agony   Searching for my self control      Inside my head it's kinda weird   I try to follow you   I feel the pain it's like a gain   That keeps me going on      I speak to you, communicate   Ask for advice to know   Maybe it's a crazy thought   I know that I will walk alone