The venom inside turned me into the enemy   Turned into what I hate   My apathy got the best of me   Blood boiled, I lost my way      I never thought I'd be the one to blame   Have to live with constant shame   Everything that I put inside   Just to feel numb      I tried to escape, push it away   Tried to hide the venom inside   Tried to escape, push it away   Tried to hide the venom inside      This was nothing but moral abuse   Guess, I just needed something new   What could I gain from solitude   Or acting like a fool?      I tried to escape, push it away   Tried to hide the venom inside   Tried to escape, push it away   Tried to hide the venom inside      Disconnected, apathetic   It's so pathetic to be this frantic   I needed help, I needed help   Like methadone for an addict      I tried to escape, push it away   Tried to hide the venom inside   Tried to escape, push it away   Tried to hide the venom inside