I’ve always searched for an answer   For my convictions   A troubled mind at 15   Demonic visions   I saw you raped and beaten   Thrown down like a rag   Who the hell is this monster   That surrounds my brain       I try to make some sense of this   Try to break this mold   Divination   A power I wish I didn’t have   Now I wake with sweat and blood   Scars of you dad       I wake from this nightmare   To find out it’s the truth   Tell me now father what did we do       I try to make some sense of this   Try to break this mold   Divination   A power I wish I didn’t have   Now I wake with sweat and blood   Scars of you dad   A power I withdraw       I try to make some sense   I try to make it       I wake from this nightmare   To find out it’s the truth   Tell me now father what did we do   I’ll never understand your actions   Never speak to you   Don ’t try and correct your mistakes      Fake fucker fake father die