In this present darkness   I fall   Fall upon broken knees   Crawl through weight of depression   Haunted by an unborn ghost   I’ll never know your fears   Never see me in your eyes   Curse the one that stole your name from me       This is the monster that   They create   Scratch through the underside   The underside of this darkness   From seconds of your conception   Minutes leading your death   Sentence will shackle me   And turn eyes red       I will constantly endure   The pain of its creation    How can I lie awake?   Grace       At night I lie awake   How can I lie awake?       My love will stay dead   In this present darkness    I fall