[C-Murder]   I be damned if I do, and damned if I don't    Hail Mary, please help me, cause I know my foes won't   rest -- until they see me surrounded by grief   wear a wrief, and my grave reading rest in peace   How can the whole world hate me and turn they back?   Cause I'ma TRU motherfucker, any nigga know that   I stand my ground, ain't trippin' on what turf you claim   I put my faith in God's hands, it's a white man's land   Straight from the wounds of my momma's belly   to the streets, to the pen, I wish somebody'd tell me   Cause I'm lost like a needle in the hay    Before I lay, I pray, and steady searchin' for a better day   And I'm guilty for the crime of telling the truth   And my conviction is the blame for whatever you do   And backpains from the world on my shoulder blades   But I be damned if they send me to an early grave      Chorus [C-Murder, (Ms. Peaches)]      [C-Murder]   I be damned if they murder me   Until I die, I'll be high when they bury me   I never lie, I'm worry free until I rest my soul   I resurrect for revenge with my eyes closed   I be damned if they murder me   Until I die, I'll be high when they bury me   I never lie, I'm worry free until I rest my soul   I resurrect for revenge with my eyes closed      [Ms. Peaches in background]   Searchin' for my soul, but I can't seem to find it   I see fear in my eyes, Lord tell me why, am I   Searchin' for my soul, but I can't seem to find it   I see fear in my eyes, Lord tell me why      [Mac]   Illegal business enters the streets, God is my witness   I made a million niggas hit list, yet I'm alive    To live and breathe, my life is a hole in four   The mysteries of old are now told   You reap what your soul, and I seen alot of guns unload   Sometimes over gold, many over control   But in the eyes of thier own kind, niggas are bold   But in the hands of their enemy, fears unfold   It's a cold world, only if your brain is froze   So we murder our bros, over money and clothes   And where I'm from, these niggas carry mad 44's   But be in bitch mode, at any site of any popo's   If you a soldier, then nigga play this game with soul    Look get your mind right, and leave that bullshit to commodes   Peep the words of God, with baggy clothes and fros   Everything insist for a purpo', book closed      [C-Murder]   I be damned if they murder me   Until I die, I'll be high when they bury me   I never lie, I'm worry free until I rest my soul   I resurrect for revenge with my eyes closed   I be damned if they murder me   Until I die, I'll be high when they bury me   I never lie, I'm worry free until I rest my soul   I resurrect for revenge with my eyes closed      [Ms. Peaches in background]      Searchin' for my soul, but I can't seem to find it   I see fear in my eyes, Lord tell me why   Searchin' for my soul, but I can't seem to find it   I see fear in my eyes, Lord tell me why      [Magic]   They call us lost souls,    but done so much wrong, done made so many niggas fold   And fucked over so many hoes, screaming fuck my foes   And I knew I was wrong    But I been having a violent temper since the day I was born   But it's that same determantion,    that's got me up in the eyes of the whole nation   I just hoping that they what I'm facin'    For the drama that I caused in my past   Living crazy, know I was heading nowhere fast   My whole family pointed the finger thinking I couldn't succeed   Cause I'm thuggin' on the corner man, smoking my weed   Sellin' my llelo cause I had no other way, for making my pay   Keepin' a decent fucking place for me to stay   But still I'ma hustler,    my every word is like bustin' at you motherfuckers   And I won't stopped til I'm heard by the whole planet   I keep it real, cause you fake niggas can't stand it   And I be damned if they bury me.....