(Chorus)   Wondering   Have I given up dreaming?   Come down from the ceiling   I won't do that again   Thinking   My misspent history   Mistakes to teach me   I won't do that again   Dreams I kept as a child   Kept me quiet and hypnotized   Cooked away my valentines   Served myself up every night   Couldn't see me for the trees   And all that hallmark poetry   I'm not the girl I used to be   I'm not the girl I used to be   (Repeat chorus)   Trying to break the family ties   Chocolate hearts and tacky lies   Heard a thousand crappy lines   And I believed them every time   So I beg to disagree   Love's not taking all of me   I'm not the girl I used to be   I'm not the girl I used to be   (Repeat chorus)   I'm not the girl I used to be   (Repeat)