Sanity fades with every breath I take   I'm drowning in shadows   on the way to my fate   None of your words will ever   reach me again   I'm drowning in shadows   I'm calling your name   Now here I stand in a shade   of my dream   I start to forget that you   blame it on me   You don't know if you're right   It's just hatred you see      When the night falls down on me   This is the time where I can see   I need no longer run away   When the night falls down on me   All of my sadness disapears      Still I am disdained by you   Still I am blamed by you   Color me black till I hate forever   Hate me till I hate my self forever      [Chorus]      Now I know I'm still alone   And have to face the light   No escape - I have to stay   And hear your abscent cries   My memories are fading away   Desperation will end      [Chorus]