Here I am   Just a poor boys dream   My life's lost in trouble   You know what I mean   Knowing the gutter   There ain't no escape   Life has no offers just my body is raped      All my broken promises   Intentions that have failed   Helped me cross the borderline   All the screaming memories   That I wasted in my life   Creeping death is gonna shine      I am lost but I will find   Just a little piece of mind   To keep my self back in control   Will it ever be the same   The syrenge is calling out my name   See myself I am addicted   To serenity      Wasted time   For a shot to come   The bigger they are   The more I'm done   Sacred feelings   There ain't no return   Suicide solution   In hell I will burn      [Bridge]   [Chorus]