I forced myself to go alone   Because the clues had told me   my mind ain't what it was before   I feel it's passing thru me      I threw my head onto the floor   I felt so small      Hanging around like seats in a bus   Just being there waiting for it to turn   Normality for me is what show to watch   There's so many things that I will never learn      I can try,   and I can lie   But I can't change my feelings