Still to far from me   Only now in real life   Guess iÂ've never been this free   Guess itÂ's time to realise   When you left your life collection   Was it planned for me to see   And i took the first moment   Just to not let it be      And i blame, i blame it all   It all on me      There was something in that mind   Something wanished and gone   And i just couldnÂ't follow   What was going on   When i tore apart your picture   It was just cause it was old   But i put it all together   Just like i was told   I never pictured that about you   My home is no more immune   You brought me my enemy   Just like i told you not to   And nothing in this world   Can wash it clean   And i donÂ't wanna be able   To see how that could have been      And i blame, i blame it all   It all on me      Headacher, painful   Heartbraker, beautiful   So i turn out all the lights   And i sleep with open eyes