is it the light I see?   is it the water that bathes me?   or is it your kingdom which makes me      so abusive I can't breathe   guilt brings paralysis   my hands are left to rot   my eyes pried open      cleanse this body I give   from it's impurities   accumulated for years   from ignorance and blind fears      so reflective you can see   the layers of this shedding skin   conscience or self-deceit   I await the vision      is it the light I see?   is it the water that bathes me?   (surrender)      surrender to my whim   regurgitate old beliefs   dedicated to my deeds   I fall to fragments on my knees      so reflective you can see   the layers of this shedding skin   conscience or self-deceit   I await the vision      (so reflective you can see   the layers of this shedding skin)