lament seeps from between   blood soaked lips   forgiveness for myself never   seemed so distant   my heart still beats and longs   for your presence   (your) silent cries resonate in   my head   a life full of beauty taken within   the first few beats   how can I give you anything   when everything is already gone   forever this scar will burn me like fire   go now without summer breezes   and playgrounds   may grace guide you with   wings and halo   trembling as your sacrifice cuts   through me   could I ever comprehend the beauty   that could have been   life in its most perfect form   untainted by the ways of this world   pure and dependent, cries leave me   with a permanent echo   for what you have lost Andrew will be   an inspiration that lasts a lifetime   what has been taken from you can   never be replaced   but what you have given me can never   be taken   see you in heaven