your sickness comes   when you let go from   what we held together   now I see where I went wrong   you抣l take your last breath   I抦 left drowning in   your eternal voice   everyday it grows stronger   when you lose the   will to hold on now   we can not be destroyed   i wont give up   on this life   we can not forget   we can not survive   with out the passions   to break this silence   I cant handle being without   alone I抦 frightened of death   and since you left   my heart is black   fill myself   with this anguish   holding onto your soul   I cant wipe these tears   sadness pins me down   and since the day   that you left us   the day has been so dark   I wont let   you fade away   we love you