[Music and Lyrics by HERR MORBID - Autumn/Winter 2001]      Lying in a dark corner    The black candle light is dying out    Trying to refuse this suffering    As coldness burns my pale naked flesh       I faced my fears a thousand times    Endless doubts - Life of paranoia    I try to find a way out    From this state of suicidal urge       I watch with empty eyes the blade    As tears begin to fall down my face    Another night alone with myself    At one with melancholy and depression       I bleed because the dark is near    I cry as i realize you can' t be here    I need to caress your skin in the night    But now my only friend remains this knife       Why must i live with these fears?    I know my only tragedy is my mind    Sometimes i think i'm wasting all the joys    And with this bitter thought i fear to die       I feel so jaded now, so far away    I can't face next morning with this pain    Another cut lacerates my flesh    Sometimes i think it will be the last       I'm only trying to objectivate this hate    I prove towards myself and life itself    I only need to watch these fifty wounds    I opened upon my body in the night       I only need to stop these sick death thoughts    And cry for joy when you'll be here again    I'll watch you sleeping naked at my side    I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow       Everyone can kill himself one day    Life brings pain and suffering on our way    Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems    But in death you'll know...    Disheartenment wins