Once again life is killing me    This time I know there's no way back    Left alone, abandoned    Without any chance in tomorrow       You're gone forever    As I try to find a reason for this    Endlessly wondering why    You burned away all I was living for       Remembrances are all I still own of you    As I lie in my bed, drunk, confused    Flashes of our past passing before my eyes    Just like dying, endlessly dreaming of you       Dreaming of forgotten words and smiles    Trying to push away the need to harm myself    I feel is growing deep inside of me    I feel I will have to carve this pain upon my skin       Loneliness arises from the past    I will not bear this torment longer    As I try to sleep to heal this madness    But this bed now seems to be like my tomb       Now I know it's all too late to save me    I keep on dreaming of past years    I can't feel that warmth anymore    You turned my existence in a terminal disease       I know all I once called life ends today    As you disappear forever, flying far away    All emotions inside of me are dead and gone    I can't stand this silence, but now I'm alone    I'm alone       Where have you gone when I needed you?    Never again