Looking all around the room I see the clutter in the gloom   I'm not only back, I'm not only numb   Changing shades within the evening, in a day then I'll be leaving   I'm not only back, I'm not only numb      When the air at home is thin, getting out then looking in   Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows   It ain't awful hard to tell what it's like, my little hell   Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows      I'm now familiar with the tone I hear in bed when I'm alone   I'm not only back, I'm not only numb   In the shade below the eaves think I could chain smoke anything   I'm not only back, I'm not only numb      When the air at home is thin, getting out, then looking in   Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows   It ain't awful hard to tell what it's like, my little hell   Yeah she knows, she knows, she knows   She knows, she knows, she knows      She sees all the cars around the parking lots of bars   We've played and stayed   Started laughing, looking down upon the bed   That we've made, we've made, we've made, we've made      She sees all the cars around the parking lots of bars   We've played and stayed   Started laughing, looking falling down across the bed   That we've made, we've made, we've made, we've made      The air at home is thin when getting out, then looking in   I'm not only back, I'm not only numb   Changing shades within the evening, in a day, then I'll be leaving   I'm not only back, I'm not only numb   I'm not only back, I'm not only numb   Not not only back, not only numb