Existing for chaos   To harm conceive and lie   Twisting all straight answers I'm a fake   Silently respectfully I move behind your backs   Secretly suspiciously I create my little lies      I seem to have forgotten the truth   As well as story   Nothing no longer adds up   Regretting my conviction to be as every one   Hiding my solutions deep in my pride      I am here for you   I am here for you      No one longer listens   I have a hard time to reach out   Might they have discovered all my wrongs   I guess I never realised the problems   That I've caused   I guess I have myself to blame   For trusting all those lies      I must reach out explain these lies   I just don't have the courage   To do it at this time   I must reach out explain these lies   I just don't have the courage   To do it at this time