Why did I do such a thing   to myself, my family and friends   I distracted them with lies   I thought they were blind   but yet they saw      What was I doing to me   I was so blind      Ain't got the time   Ain't got the time   to straighten up myself      I fooled everyone   with my tearfilled eyes   but not only with lies   Also with my cries   I figured I was better   but really I don't know   Cause nothing exists!      In my head   those voices screaming   wake me up   I must be dreaming   In my head those voices   screaming   dreaming      No one can ever drag me   back to shoot   I've got my own free choice   Working with learning   other people to know   how to handle it   And accepting all the lies   Fiction reality makes 'em cry      I got my own free choices      Ain't got the time   Ain't got the time   To straighten up myself   Fall down again   Falling again to the   Flipside of reality