Lonely sound of distant thunder stirs my restless sleep   And the dream that I was lost in slips away   Of a young son and his mama so innocent back then   Would she even recognize her boy today      'Cause I have fought into the darkness   And I've spilled blood, with these two hands   And in my heart I wish I could believe   That who I was, is who I am      I've crossed mountains, hills, and valleys   From sea to shining sea, barren sands to blinding snow   I held my brother as he laid dieing   Beside me in some field, said a prayer, and let him go      And I have fought into the darkness   And I've spilled blood, with these two hands   And in my heart I wish I could believe   That who I was, is who I am      I'm letting go   (I'm letting go)   Letting go   (I'm letting go)      Well, I'm letting go   (I'm letting go)   Letting go   (I'm letting go)      Now with all my trials behind me I'm so blessed to cast my eyes   On my family and my home   And with faith I faced my demons when God was on our side   All that's left, is letting go      I'm letting go   (I'm letting go)   Letting go   (I'm letting, letting go)      Well, I'm letting go   (I'm letting go)   Letting go   (I'm letting, letting go)