The gates of my heart are open   The emotions flood   The tears I am crying   Will soon turn to blood   My pain is ongoing   It shouldn’t be this way   Not like this   This      Tell me, I’ve got to know   Are you the reason   For my sorrow?   It shouldn’t be this way      My fault is woven deep   Into my dreams and fears   Slowly, painfully it creeps   Showing itself clear   Downcast and pounded   Maybe I’ll survive   Hopefully the negative   Is not really alive   It shouldn’t be like this.      Dropping slowly from the sky   The blackbird and it’s friend   They’re both dead because the help required   Had already come to an end   It’s the fault of the third   The fourth, the fifth, the sixth   Should it be like this?   Not like this.      Sparkly foreheads   Leather toes   Make my blood pump strong   Continuing my woes   Exploding into neverland   That’s the way it goes.      Desire takes things over   What’s the goddamned point   Of destroying the things dear to you,   To tear apart the joint   That makes a person who they are   And makes the world go round?      I’m not where I should be   I think my job here’s done   I’ll climb into my little hole   And fly off to the sun.