This is the first day of my last days   I built it up now I take it   Apart climbed up real high   Now fall down real far   No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away   I put my faith in god and my trust in you   Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do      Wish there was something real wish there was something true   Wish there was something real in this world full of you      I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole   No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell   Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck   Don't think you're having all the fun   You know me I hate everyone       Wish there was something real wish there was something true   Wish there was something real in this world full of you      I want to but I can't turn back   But I want to