I sit next to you,    you look the other way   You saw me falter    for one second of the day   Why am I so invisible to you?   Sometimes I hate you more    than you could ever hate yourself      But I love you,    would do anything for you   You don't even see    that I'm in pain   Frustration became humiliation   Waiting outside for you    in the pouring rain      What's left    of my self worth you    crushed it in your hand   Wicked game to torture me    because you can   You toy with me then pull back   We're never synched in time,    we blew that   The sad thing I've done the same    before to someone else      I tried so hard to be someone,    I never was nobody   I tried too hard to play this game,    I never was the winner