I feel it, the guilt now   It washes over me   Resides in my consciousness it’s complicating me   All that you had to say was “never get to close to me”   I might have thought my actions through   My rash decisions will prove that now it’s all too late      Below the surface is where this hurt lives   I cannot mend I just divide   Inside, it’s mine      I’d like to think that I could damage you from within   But I gave up and it’s obvious some things go way past sin   Caught in the undertow, a victim of a counterblow   And now I’m back with these shattered nerves and emptiness that I deserve   Now it’s all too late   Wishing I could move time      Just get, just get out   Now I, must live without   Can’t seem to fix what I’ve broken down   Worn out and now, I just don’t care   Stripped down to the girl I must repair   You made me do things I didn’t like, unfair   Now you forget what I tasted like   And you pretend out of spite   Did you forget the depths of my eyes as you stared and said you wouldn’t compromise?   Trying to take what you wanted most, you didn’t even come close   Now I will stand here in control and never fall again   And never fall again