Watching your house shrink away in my rear-view mirror    As I drive away    Wishing that I could take back all those words    That meant nothing that I didn't say      I'm trying    To be what you want me to be    But it's so damn hard to keep playing the part    Of the fool, week after week      I think you need some time alone (I think you need some time alone)    You say you want someone to call your own    Open your eyes, you can suck in your pride    You can live your life all on your own      Is this all going to be just another time    That we play this game?    I've tried to convince you that things could be different    But somehow they end up the same      But what    Did you expect from me? What am I supposed to do?    You say that you're starting to feel like you're getting lost    Well, I do, too      I don't wanna live this lie again (I don't wanna live this lie again)    I know I'll get it right but I don't know when    I'll open my eyes, I've got something in side    I'll just jack off in my room until then      It's never over 'til it's done    And I don't think that you're the one    It's never over 'til it's done    And I don't think that you're the one