All I can ever be to you   Is the darkness that we knew   And this regret I got accustomed to   Once it was so right   When we were at our high   Waiting for you in the hotel at night   I knew I hadn't met my match   But every moment we could snatch   I don't know why I got so attached   It's my responsibility   And you don't owe nothing to me   But to walk away I have no capacity      He walks away   The sun goes down   He takes the day, but I'm grown   And in your wake, in this blue shade   My tears dry on their own      I don't understand   Why do I stress the man   When there's so many bigger things at hand   We coulda never had it all   We had to hit a wall   So this is inevitable withdrawal   Even if I stop wanting you   And perspective pushes thru   I'll be some next man's other woman soon      I can't play myself again   I should just be my own best friend   Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men      He walks away   The sun goes down   He takes the day, but I'm grown   And in your wake, in this blue shade   My tears dry on their own      So we are history   Your shadow covers me   The sky above ablaze      He walks away   The sun goes down   He takes the day, but I'm grown   And in your wake, in this blue shade   My tears dry on their own      I wish I could say no regrets   And no emotional debts   Cos as we kiss good bye the sun sets   So we are history   Your shadow covers me   The sky above a blaze that only lovers see      He walks away   The sun goes down   He takes the day but I'm grown   And in your wake, my blue shade   My tears dry on their own      He walks away   The sun goes down   He takes the day but I am grown   And in your wake   My deep shame   My tears dry on their own      He walks away   The sun goes down   He takes the day but I'm grown   And in your wake   My deep shame   My tears dry