i knew you before we lived   and our hearts were not ours to give   its all that i have ever had   she could see beyond the lies   with her anime like eyes   its all that i ever had   what more can be said of me   it was never meant to be   its all that i have ever had   so i will just take up my knife   it makes everything alright   its all that i have ever had   if she should leave   if she should die   its not her that i dispise   its just all that i have evr had   and if she is the first to go   woudl that make a difference   no   its all that i have ever had   come on baby take a ride with me   ive gotta show you something that you have got to see   and every single part of me will bring you flowers when you die   there is mr. death   take him by the hand   and lets walk across this cruel land   you are standing in the sinking sand   but i'll bring you flowers when you die   you see i love pain   love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain   we can die beneath the tees   in the balls deep october breeze   its all i have ever had   but if you leave then i must know, was i really here at all