Last night I lost control   Last night I lost control   Dreamt of dying   Died a thousand times.       So many different deaths   Smiling at me Caressing me Promising delight       Last night I lost control   Thought my shells were strong enough.       So many different deaths   Making love to me,   Sucking me,   granting delight.       And my sperm becomes like honey   dripping from distance,   blessing the earth, sweet as a new womb.       Death is gone, life is gone, the shells reform::.