I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house   That don't bother me   I can take a few tears now and then   And just let them out      I'm not afraid to cry   Every once in a while even though goin' on   With you gone still upsets me      There are days   Every now and again I pretend I'm okay   But that's not what gets me      What hurts the most   Was being so close   And having so much to say   And watching you walk away      Never knowing   What could have been   And not seein' that lovin' you   Is what I was tryin' to do      It's hard to deal with the pain   Of losing you everywhere I go   But I'm doin' it      It's hard to force that smile when I   See our old friends and I'm alone   Still harder      Gettin' up, gettin' dressed   Livin' with this regret   But I know if I could do it over      I would trade, give away all the words   That I saved in my heart   That I left unspoken      What hurts the most   Was being so close   And having so much to say   And watching you walk away      Never knowing   What could have been   And not seein' that lovin' you   Is what I was tryin' to do      I'm not afraid to cry   Every once in a while even though goin' on   With you gone still upsets me      There are days   Every now and again   I pretend I'm okay   But that's not what gets me      What hurts the most   Was being so close   And having so much to say   And watching you walk away      Never knowing   What could have been   And not seein' that lovin' you   Is what I was tryin' to do      What hurts the most   Was being so close   And having so much to say   And watching you walk away      Never knowing   What could have been   And not seein' that lovin' you   Is what I was tryin' to do