I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me   I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out   I'm not afraid to cry   Every once in a while even though goin' on with you gone still upsets me   There are days   Every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me      What hurts the most, was being so close   And having so much to say   And watchin you walk away   Never knowing, what could have been   And not seein that lovin you   Is what I was tryin to do      It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go   But I'm doin it   It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and I'm alone      Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret   But I know if I could do it over   I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken      What hurts the most, is being so close   And having so much to say   And watchin you walk away   Never knowing, what could have been   And not seein that lovin you   Is what I was tryin to do      What hurts the most, was being so close   And having so much to say   And watchin you walk away   And never knowing, what could have been   And not seein that lovin you   Is what I was tryin to do